AUGUST sucks !

speechless :( IM SPEEEECCHHHHLLLEEEESSSS !!i really can't think any word to say . can smbody please scan my mind and tell me what am i thinking right now .seriously im an BIGGEST IDIOTIC LOSER .jst say it ,tk gune pendam .nti hati sndri sakit .noo ,i hve eryone to tlk to .people around me is more than enough fer me utk edisi mengadu-domba .tp nk ckp ape ?why can't i think any simple word *only a word ,to express my feeling toward you ?please make it fast .dnt toucher me lke this .jst do it .yesss ,this month .this stupid august !jgn bwk penderitaan ni melarut smpai september . i had enough !please ema ,be urself .be the old you .where is your bravely mulut lancang mencanag orang tu .knpa skrg bkak mulut pn kaw malu ?dah la .

aahhh ,laaarriiiii !

lari cepat ,kejar masa tu .tangkap dia.stopkn die skrg jgak .hha .stupid kn .msa cepat sgt bllu kn skrg ,sdnlly dh bln 8 and and BOOM ,ur 17 girl .gilaa ah .tk penah imagine .tringat zaman muda muda dulu ,pndg 'form5' like besaarrr sangaatt .nahh ,skrg dh frm5 tk rse ape .i only left one paper of SPM TRIAL on monday .pejam celik nti bulan 11 ,SPM !eeeii , then PLKN .further study .KERJA .KAWEN ?*hhe ,mood gatal melonjak . pastu pastu ANAK ?CUCU ? CICIT ?GAAHHH ! wed hritue ade lh mrepek kosong dgn bdk dorm smntara tnggu buka puasa .
bole imagine tk klaw kite ada cucu ?WHATT ?gillaa ?hha kene panggil nenek ,eeiii ,same jeh kaw pn .ha'ah la knn .eiii ,takutnyer .agak agak nti kn ,aku ada cucu aku bole lg tk pkai shrts ?hhe .cbe lh bygkn nenek tua rmbt brubn dgn ada sisa hghlght sket ,pkai shrtpants ,g movie .hha .eiii ,freaky nyer .enjoy hdup msa muda puas puas .taubt lh sblm tua .

you.are.my.soul

ouh my !the worst thng hd jst hppen to me .since couple of weeks ni asek nanges tk tntu arah jst bcause diari hilang .yoo men ! diari tu .bnyk gilaa knngan .eventho spe bace tk kn fham ,but sryesly tht is my soul .n now diari baru aku dh tk mcm diari dulu . semua sebab kaw .bodoh punye kawan .

oke ,how do u feel when your hell BFF tikam blkg .SI*L kan
sryesly idc die nk amek my stuff w/o prmission pn .but jst dnt lie to me pls .fyi ,aku tk sbodoh tu oke syg .sgla crte kaw tipu bdk ert aku tau kbnrannya .ngaku jeh la .mmg ade phrase 'truth is bitter' kan?kan? ngaku jeh then say sorry .eeii babe .penah ke aku marah kaw ,penah aku tngi suara kat kaw .not even once oke .susa sgt ke ?ape kreatif sgt kaw nk putar belit crte ? yes i know kaw akn bce ni sbb tu aku tlis kat sni syg .aku tk than lg dah .membe tk membe .plus knonye kite 'kembar' . ahh ,FU*K lahh .stop pretending .sryes tk tau knpe aku 'tk smpai hati' nak sembur dpn2 .hati aku ni lembut tau tk .cukup lh dengan tipu helah kaw tu .as i said bfore 'what goes around, comes around' .andd plus bak kata aiman ,psal 'pnykit' kaw tu .klaw kaw mati nti aku nk bt kenduri besar-besaran .buat kat stadium paroi pujaan kaw tu .please lah rayuan aku bt kali terakhir sblum kaw kne senin ni ,PULANGKAN DIARI AKU .